I used to have a crush on Aurelius, all the while being friends with him.

If it wasn't for the fact that he disposes the friends he makes just to suit his rebranding personality, and much more, like what he said in his We're Not Really Strangers note to me that he "would get closer."

Let's look back at the Instagram DM I shared with Aurelius:

I should have known I would miss some social cues with him, especially when he wanted to quit our friendship by saying that he was too busy for anything. He knew how to make moves to confuse me, but whenever I tried to keep in touch with Aurelius, like so:

I should have known he'd make me unstable.

Just recently, out of curiosity, I searched up a question: is it ableist to call an autistic person a stalker?

Guess what I found? This:

I had to search that question up because during my last back-and-forth with Aurelius on Snapchat, I remembered what my therapist and I had discussed about him, about how he might have avoidant personality disorder (APD). I messaged Aurelius about his possible condition, and in the morning after, I got a notification from Snapchat, saying that Aurelius took a screenshot of my message. I also found out that he blocked me on Snapchat.

Aurelius might have used that screenshot as a "gotcha" moment from me. If that's the case, Aurelius is a disgusting piece of shit. Notice how I said "if." That's because all I can say is nothing but pure speculation.

Aurelius might not have intended for our relationship to go as south as he wanted it to go, but he has a lot of explaining to do.

When it comes to this internet mess, Aurelius and I are locked in and there's nothing he can do about it.


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